This is the fourth installment in a series of posts straight from our journal (handwritten). When we first received the difficult diagnosis for our daughter (still in the womb), we immediately started journaling. Click here to start reading Journal from the beginning. Here is what we said:
DAY THREE – September 27, 2001 – (Robin)
The thoughts have slowed way down. As we educate ourself on the situation we answer a lot of questions in our mind. However, today it has taken the worst toll.
The heaviness lingers in the background. It is not literal thoughts that haunt us. Actually, nothing haunts us or scares us, but the attack against us is almost subliminal. A weight we feel but don’t necessarily think about.
We are surrounded by incredible people that are ministering to us. Phillips, Ragsdales, Steeles, Lowerys, Zwernamans, Ross, countless @ church, Hineslys.
God will get the victory. Psalm 107 ministered to me a lot. We serve Jehova Rapha, Jirah, Shamma. Provider, healer, more than enough!!
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Commentary from 2013
Going back and reading our posts blows my mind! I forgot how much God provided for us and how his strength made a way. It clearly shows how He is always enough (even when you think you can’t make it). It also shows how easy it is to forget what He has done. It has been so refreshing to dig up these journals.
However, a few days from now, I will posting one that is difficult for me to read. It shows the ups and downs of our emotions and the spiritual growth we have experienced.
Thinking back over your life, have you experienced the power of God show up in a comforting way?
How important is it for you to remember these times and praise God for them?
Read the next Installment
Psalm 107
1 Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good!
His faithful love endures forever.
2 Has the Lord redeemed you? Then speak out!
Tell others he has redeemed you from your enemies.
3 For he has gathered the exiles from many lands,
from east and west,
from north and south.
4 Some wandered in the wilderness,
lost and homeless.
5 Hungry and thirsty,
they nearly died.
6 “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he rescued them from their distress.
7 He led them straight to safety,
to a city where they could live.
8 Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
9 For he satisfies the thirsty
and fills the hungry with good things.
10 Some sat in darkness and deepest gloom,
imprisoned in iron chains of misery.
11 They rebelled against the words of God,
scorning the counsel of the Most High.
12 That is why he broke them with hard labor;
they fell, and no one was there to help them.
13 “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he saved them from their distress.
14 He led them from the darkness and deepest gloom;
he snapped their chains.
15 Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
16 For he broke down their prison gates of bronze;
he cut apart their bars of iron.
17 Some were fools; they rebelled
and suffered for their sins.
18 They couldn’t stand the thought of food,
and they were knocking on death’s door.
19 “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he saved them from their distress.
20 He sent out his word and healed them,
snatching them from the door of death.
21 Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
22 Let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving
and sing joyfully about his glorious acts.
23 Some went off to sea in ships,
plying the trade routes of the world.
24 They, too, observed the Lord’s power in action,
his impressive works on the deepest seas.
25 He spoke, and the winds rose,
stirring up the waves.
26 Their ships were tossed to the heavens
and plunged again to the depths;
the sailors cringed in terror.
27 They reeled and staggered like drunkards
and were at their wits’ end.
28 “Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he saved them from their distress.
29 He calmed the storm to a whisper
and stilled the waves.
30 What a blessing was that stillness
as he brought them safely into harbor!
31 Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
32 Let them exalt him publicly before the congregation
and before the leaders of the nation.
33 He changes rivers into deserts,
and springs of water into dry, thirsty land.
34 He turns the fruitful land into salty wastelands,
because of the wickedness of those who live there.
35 But he also turns deserts into pools of water,
the dry land into springs of water.
36 He brings the hungry to settle there
and to build their cities.
37 They sow their fields, plant their vineyards,
and harvest their bumper crops.
38 How he blesses them!
They raise large families there,
and their herds of livestock increase.
39 When they decrease in number and become impoverished
through oppression, trouble, and sorrow,
40 the Lord pours contempt on their princes,
causing them to wander in trackless wastelands.
41 But he rescues the poor from trouble
and increases their families like flocks of sheep.
42 The godly will see these things and be glad,
while the wicked are struck silent.
43 Those who are wise will take all this to heart;
they will see in our history the faithful love of the Lord.
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Surrounded by the Word and a loving church family. Such a safe place to be when we process painful and confusing things.
Going back and reading our posts blows my mind! I forgot how much God provided for us and how his strength made a way. It clearly shows how He is always enough (even when you think you can’t make it). It also shows how easy it is to forget what He has done. It has been so refreshing to dig up these journals.
However, a few days from now, I will posting one that is difficult for me to read. It shows the ups and downs of our emotions and the spiritual growth we have experienced.