This is the third installment in a series of posts straight from our journal (handwritten). When we first received the difficult diagnosis for our daughter (still in the womb), we immediately started journaling. To start at the beginning, click here. Here is what we said on day 2:
DAY TWO – September 26, 2001 – (Robin)
Thousands of thoughts still go through our heads. However, we received more knowledge on the diagnosis. We visited a genetic counselor and she gave us positive news on the situation. (There is a best case scenario).
However, we are not putting our trust in positive news. This is hard to do. But, if we begin to rely on news, then bad news will kill our faith. Actually, there are no facts, yet and no way to determine the severity of the situation. We will begin to rely on good news when they are fact. Even though we have been positive, it is always in the back of your mind like a mental weight. Everyone has been so kind to us. I called Pastor Mark in Taos. He is “gathering the troops” in NM!
I feel like praising. This is the jail that Paul was in.
It is time to sing.
After reading these entries over the past few days, it is almost impossible to figure out what to write as a comment. But I know that really the only way to gauge how your posts are impacting people is by the comments that are left.
So, of all the thoughts and emotions I have had as I’ve read, I will just say this: It is such a priveledge to be able to read your unedited thoughts and feelings. You are sharing with us a window into a sacred moment of your lives, and that is not a light thing.
Thank you for sharing. So beautiful and inspiring.
Thanks, Elizabeth. I have contemplated offering some commentary myself. I have a lot of thoughts 12 years later. In fact, there are a couple of difficult posts coming up next week. You are really able to see our ups and downs and lessons learned.
Y’all are some great people. There is always a best case scenario & God is always willing to give something better. Y’all make great strong choices. Hope in the Lord to build greater faith and Y’all do a good job of heightening mine, Thx !!!!!
Wow, thanks for the feedback, Chris. That is a huge compliment.